so typical Vol. 2

more and more potentials are appearing in the picture......i guess it's the holiday season desperation...anyway, there was one guy who just soo ruined my Christmas mood....the thing was everything started out well....he is a high profile attorney in Chicago....then we decided to have a video chat and god it was like talking to a totally different person, actually no, not a person but an a-hole...he acted like a complete jerk and after line - "why don't you wanna sex on the first date? i mean isn't that what all girls from your country want - find a rich american and keep him whatever it costs..." i had definitely had enough of him for a lifetime...i mean WTF.....offending all the girls from my nation is one thing, but calling me a stupid gold digging bimbo who will open her legs at any time just to get money......wow budy, biiig mistake!!!

there have been nice ones as well but i actually don't have much time because i am off to my gran's place for Xmas...

so Merry Christmas sugars....have a sweet and nice holiday time whether it's with your family, special someone or your SD...;)*

xoxo
Cute rebel*

so typical....

i guess sugar life isn't that much different from real life...like it turns out that not only in real life most men appear to be interested in you exactly when you are taken, it's the same in sugar life....the thing is i have already arranged meetings and really bonding with two potential SDs(McSteamy and the married guy, let's call him McMarried lol) but now tadaaa....2 new ones show up....with really promising budgets/allowances, with interesting personalities and options....but i really doubt i could handle 4 SDs and the university...if weren't studying and were unemployed yeah sure but now...or could i?...ugh i know...i am so greedy but what can i do....just thinking of finally being able to stand on my own feet and have a stable financial life....and goodies, let's not forget about the labels etc...mmm....no wonder there is a saying "the biggest appetite comes while eating"...:D

hm you guys probably think my blog is boring......much talking but no dates....well for my defense there are no SDs in my country or the ones next to it, so i have to look internationally....so i guess the first 2 dates which most sugar babies have in life i have via email....getting to know the other person and their expectations....i discuss it through emails and with two SDs it looks like it could work....McSteamy is coming here on the 7th of January....he plans to take a trip somewhere afterward and if everything goes well, i will be joining him........................McMarried isn't free till the end of January so about that later...

now to the newbies.....i actually was pretty much frustrated about the fact that i am free from the end of this year till the 5th of January....i mean when i scheduled everything around this date i had the thought that by now i would already have a SD with whom i most probably would spend the new year....so imagine how i have been feeling since i understood that it looks like i will have to meet new year by myself.....Buuuuuut......it might be turn out not quite like that....so one of the new ones(he is from Switzerland owns property all over Europe, deals with some kind of internet business, so let's call him McNet) mentioned that we could meet maybe on the 29th and if everything is great(chemestry etc) we could go to somewhere where it is hot and sunny and meet the new year there....not to get my hope up but YEEEY.....it would be sooo great....

as for the other new potential SD....we haven't decided on the exact date but seems like things are doing good....btw he is from Switzerland as well but thank god from a different city, he sounded like a very serious person though, that's i am going to name him McStraight....anyway we discussed the allowance topic and he offers 3000$ as a monthly allowance +gifts and as for our meetings, he wants me to "devote 4-5 days a month" for him....doesn't sound bad...actually not bad at all....i mean it actually could work out quite well because at my university we have free every first week of the month, actually it's an exam week but the exam usually is at Fridays and if you don't have any debts then the rest of the week you have free.....pretty cool huh?

so let's just assume that i could work out 4 SDs.....the weekends would 2 go to McSteamy and 2 to McMarried....McStraight would have his 4-5 days of my exam week but as for McNet...well i don't know where he could fit....but most important is that i get to meet new year at some warm place and we'll see what will be next...because it's so freaking freezing here, i even avoid going outside if it's not really necessary...lol

ok...for now i think it's all i had to tell you guys....

bye bye sugar community ;)

to go or not to go...

i know i already blogged today but i just received an intriguing email from the married guy which i had mentioned in one of my latest posts...i googled him and turns out he is the owner of a really large international advertising company....wow if that is not an interesting coincidence because i study for a Bachelor's degree in international marketing and advertisement....interesting, interesting, interesting....
anyway he wants to meet and wants to know when and where...he offers to even book me a flight to his town (1st class ofcourse) and a room at the best hotel....i think for the first meeting i better should meet at my hometown, what do you think sugars? i mean if everything goes well i can go to him any time but for now better and safer that i stay here, right?

ok, i just wanted to quickly share with you guys....

love,
cute rebel*


*i think i am going to use this nick now....kind of like it cuz it suits me perfectly...:p

"you are so unbelievably cute"....

for heaven sakes i am tired of being cute....i mean puppies, kittens - yes, they are cute...but me...ugh, it's not like i have one of those baby faces....it's more like a doll face and my porcelain white skin doesn't help as well....you might ask why i am bringing this up?....well last weekend when i went to the club three guys with whom i danced said the same thing that i am cute and others have said it previously as well, and now even my potential SD said that.....grrrr

anyway i have finally a concrete date on which i am going to meet up with McSteamy....unfortunately it's at the beginning of January....ugh so far away....anyways we agreed on meeting here in my hometown...he will be staying at the best/fanciest hotel here...mm....that says a lot - like he is what he claims to be for example....BUT he said smth that disturbs be: "I will come in the middle of the week, and stay for one night in *** hotel. Hope you will join me there...." join him?!?!? oh no buddy, if you think that i am going to "get it on" already on our first date, you are terribly wrong....so the plan is that after finding out if we even connect in real life like we do through our emails, i might join him in his room for a drink or so if everything goes well, but nothing more....a real relationship or a SD/SB relationship but sex on the first date is a NO for me...I mean look at it as you want but in my opinion if you let him have you on the first date, you sort of loose the respect and power which you would have if you wouldn't let him get you so easily...don't get it wrong...i am not into games but still...i have my principles or rules as you might call them...

as for the other potentials....hm actually there hasn't been much of an activity so i will tell more when there actually is what to tell about...:p

so for now....bye bye from the "cute rebel".....hm i think i actually might like this nick...heh

hmm

so i haven't written for quite a while just because i have been really busy...unfortunately not with anything related to sugar life, well except for the gym lol....dunno why but have not received anything from McBudget which is really odd because i have no idea why...i mean we had developed a great connection and then it just stopped....he hasn't written anything for a week....so i guess he is out of the potential SD's list....

as for McSteamy...well things are doing good but he asked me to name the amount of the allowance which i would want to get....i really didn't know how much to ask and thought oh whatever and said 4000$ which now i understand that was too much just because we maybe won't be able to meet as often as wanted...but he was understanding and offered that he would give me somewhere around that sum before his vacation on january...oh i think i haven't mentioned about it....the thing is that on january i am free from studies and it's exactly when he is taking a vacation...doesn't it fit perfectly? anyway he said that if everything goes well he would love to take me with him on a tour around Europe....yay...i REALY hope everything will go well...although there would be a little problem - my mom....although we live in two different cities she still calls me at least three times a week...but if i will be somewhere in Europe she won't be able to get in touch with me, which means she might get the wrong idea like something bad has happened to me etc.....that's why i came up with an idea that i might say her that i have gotten myself a really rich boyfriend and later when the time comes i will tell her that he offers me a trip to dunno somewhere near to my country but somewhere where she can't reach me though....wouldn't be that far from truth actually....:D but she definitely would never understand or even accept the fact that her daughter is something even near a sugar baby, i think she wouldn't never talk to me again and i am really not joking.....so i have to lie...not that it would be the first time since i am quite a wild spirit and i had to get through teenage years partying without being caught...i am quite a good actress..:p

oh and apart from other new potentials there is one really potentially potential SD....quite an impressive net worth, polite and nice personality, lives near me....BUT......he is married...i have always had a really strict no cheating policy in my relationships so now i am in quite a controversy with myself....dunno....we'll see....

but for now i have to prepare for tomorrow's exam in law....ugh hate that subject, why the hell do students need to know the theory of law if they are studying marketing and advertisement?!?!

ugh.....so for now...bye ;)

so far so good....

so today i received a letter from McSteamy...he had been very busy for these last couple days so he wasn't able to reply....but basicly what he said in his letter was that he loved my photo which i sent him(ofcourse, i looked damn hot in it) and gave me loads of compliments...basicly he wants to know when and where i would like to meet him and "What would be my ideal arrangement?"...honestly i don't know what to say because i haven't confirmed anything with McBudget about next week and the holiday time.....

i am quite in a dilemma right now....like personally i like McSteamy and would love to spend the most time with him rather than with McBudget...but then again i really need money right now and can't afford to be egoistic about things like looks etc....i should more concentrate on the bigger allowance source....

today i thought quite a while about that if i should have more than one sugar daddy...i don't know if i could combine my studies with 2 sugar daddies...but still....wouldn't it be great if i could have the larger sum of money from McBudget and a smaller allowance from McSteamy with whom i would enjoy every minute of it...?

but actually i don't know these two men in person yet so can't judge if i would or wouldn't be able to enjoy their company....so far i think that McBudget has a really nice personality but as for McSteamy...he's hot....but from profession he is a psychiatrist...dunno how i could deal with that... lol

we'll see...ok i am really tired cuz i just came back from the gym where i did a really good job today....worked out like an animal....well i want to look my best so....but for now bye sugar community, I have to get my beauty sleep... :)

looks promising...

so on other sugar blogs i have noticed that they usually give their SDs nicknames which is actually more convenient.....so remember the guy who was my favourite one....the one who i was attracted to but not with the big budget...i think i might call him McSteamy (yeah just like in Grey's Anatomy)just because he really is hot.....although i don't know why but it has been quite quiet with him....last time we spoke we exchanged photos via emails...i mean i don't think my photo could be at fault cuz it was really hot but sophisticated as well(not like trashy, cheap hot etc)....previously he answered to my mails really fast no matter at what time i sent them....hm strange....but still hope it' s just because he is really busy cuz i would love him to be my SD...

and then there was the other potential SD with the really big budget...but without any attraction from my side...i will call him McBudget.....so he is currently on a business trip somewhere in south of Europe and wrote me a really long email which honestly swept me a little bit of my feet....i have to admit that his offers and everything of what he said sounded so damn tempting...i might wanna pay more attention to him i think....cuz well that would be one hell of an arrangement with him....in his last email he said that i should name the exact date and he would arrange it so that he could come to meet me here....i haven't decided yet but i think i will go with some day from the next week....

which means going to gym this week...i mean i want to look my very best for McBudget so that everything goes smooth and i maybe even might have found my basicly  main SD...wow that would be so great - to start new year as a real already spoiled SB.....sounds good...

ok, don't know if anybody is even reading this but if you are then stay tuned...i will definitely keep you updated on what i decide and how it goes... ;)