Bali.......

so I am back from Bali and....ugh....sp much to tell but not so much energy left to write (couldn't get a sleep in the plain so basicly 2 unslept days for me)....

so whit what can i start....it was AMAZING...a way of enjoying things and living like that in general was smth so new to me...I mean reading, hearing about it, watching on reality shows etc...it's a complete different thing....i don't wanna get my hopes up and mess with my luck but i have to say it was AMAZING....i flt just like in a fairy tale....everything high class, expensive....the possibilities which money opens up for you...how differently people treat you etc...but as for the SD himself....i was pleasantly surprised...not only wouldn't i give him even near 54 but his personality is so so charming as well...this could work out really really good....BUT although at first i thought it was good that money, arrangements, SA etc hadn't been mentioned even once during our holiday but now when i sum up everything i start to think that he is more into a real relationship where he will just treat me whit trips, gifts etc but not actually provide an allowance every month which i desperately need...oh well, we'll see....

ok i know it's not much but i really need some beauty/energy sleep and i'll write more tomorrow and also there will be an about my australian guy because i remembered that i actually have never introduced him properly...

xo
Chelsea

so far so good....

so today i received a letter from McSteamy...he had been very busy for these last couple days so he wasn't able to reply....but basicly what he said in his letter was that he loved my photo which i sent him(ofcourse, i looked damn hot in it) and gave me loads of compliments...basicly he wants to know when and where i would like to meet him and "What would be my ideal arrangement?"...honestly i don't know what to say because i haven't confirmed anything with McBudget about next week and the holiday time.....

i am quite in a dilemma right now....like personally i like McSteamy and would love to spend the most time with him rather than with McBudget...but then again i really need money right now and can't afford to be egoistic about things like looks etc....i should more concentrate on the bigger allowance source....

today i thought quite a while about that if i should have more than one sugar daddy...i don't know if i could combine my studies with 2 sugar daddies...but still....wouldn't it be great if i could have the larger sum of money from McBudget and a smaller allowance from McSteamy with whom i would enjoy every minute of it...?

but actually i don't know these two men in person yet so can't judge if i would or wouldn't be able to enjoy their company....so far i think that McBudget has a really nice personality but as for McSteamy...he's hot....but from profession he is a psychiatrist...dunno how i could deal with that... lol

we'll see...ok i am really tired cuz i just came back from the gym where i did a really good job today....worked out like an animal....well i want to look my best so....but for now bye sugar community, I have to get my beauty sleep... :)