so i haven't written for quite a while just because i have been really busy...unfortunately not with anything related to sugar life, well except for the gym lol....dunno why but have not received anything from McBudget which is really odd because i have no idea why...i mean we had developed a great connection and then it just stopped....he hasn't written anything for a week....so i guess he is out of the potential SD's list....
as for McSteamy...well things are doing good but he asked me to name the amount of the allowance which i would want to get....i really didn't know how much to ask and thought oh whatever and said 4000$ which now i understand that was too much just because we maybe won't be able to meet as often as wanted...but he was understanding and offered that he would give me somewhere around that sum before his vacation on january...oh i think i haven't mentioned about it....the thing is that on january i am free from studies and it's exactly when he is taking a vacation...doesn't it fit perfectly? anyway he said that if everything goes well he would love to take me with him on a tour around Europe....yay...i REALY hope everything will go well...although there would be a little problem - my mom....although we live in two different cities she still calls me at least three times a week...but if i will be somewhere in Europe she won't be able to get in touch with me, which means she might get the wrong idea like something bad has happened to me etc.....that's why i came up with an idea that i might say her that i have gotten myself a really rich boyfriend and later when the time comes i will tell her that he offers me a trip to dunno somewhere near to my country but somewhere where she can't reach me though....wouldn't be that far from truth actually....:D but she definitely would never understand or even accept the fact that her daughter is something even near a sugar baby, i think she wouldn't never talk to me again and i am really not joking.....so i have to lie...not that it would be the first time since i am quite a wild spirit and i had to get through teenage years partying without being caught...i am quite a good actress..:p
oh and apart from other new potentials there is one really potentially potential SD....quite an impressive net worth, polite and nice personality, lives near me....BUT......he is married...i have always had a really strict no cheating policy in my relationships so now i am in quite a controversy with myself....dunno....we'll see....
but for now i have to prepare for tomorrow's exam in law....ugh hate that subject, why the hell do students need to know the theory of law if they are studying marketing and advertisement?!?!
ugh.....so for now...bye ;)
