Bali.......

so I am back from Bali and....ugh....sp much to tell but not so much energy left to write (couldn't get a sleep in the plain so basicly 2 unslept days for me)....

so whit what can i start....it was AMAZING...a way of enjoying things and living like that in general was smth so new to me...I mean reading, hearing about it, watching on reality shows etc...it's a complete different thing....i don't wanna get my hopes up and mess with my luck but i have to say it was AMAZING....i flt just like in a fairy tale....everything high class, expensive....the possibilities which money opens up for you...how differently people treat you etc...but as for the SD himself....i was pleasantly surprised...not only wouldn't i give him even near 54 but his personality is so so charming as well...this could work out really really good....BUT although at first i thought it was good that money, arrangements, SA etc hadn't been mentioned even once during our holiday but now when i sum up everything i start to think that he is more into a real relationship where he will just treat me whit trips, gifts etc but not actually provide an allowance every month which i desperately need...oh well, we'll see....

ok i know it's not much but i really need some beauty/energy sleep and i'll write more tomorrow and also there will be an about my australian guy because i remembered that i actually have never introduced him properly...

xo
Chelsea

bye for 10 days...

so tomorrow morning I am off to Bali....a 22 h long flight...ok ok...since it's 1st class i think i'll survive lol...anyway we arranged to meet at the airport and go through the immigration together since there have to be shown papers of the hotel which you are staying at etc....i went on a shopping spree yesterday and spent all my money on clothes and two pairs of shoes...all for him so he better be satisfied and compensate it...but 8ays together....i usually get tired of even some people who are quite close to me after this amount of time...well we'll see...if this will work out good i think he could be my constant money daddy...because i want to get my own apartment in the center so that means an allowance..........anyway i will give an update how it went as soon as i will get back home whether with good or bad news....(i really hope that with good ones)

as for McSteamy....well he wrote me an email that he really enjoyed our short time together and is eager to meet up again ASAP to (and i quote)"repeat or try to have an even more amazing weekend together if that is even possible".....well sure, i wrote him that this time we could go to some other country for the weekend...as he is not a money daddy but more of a gift daddy then he can at least give me some traveling experinces and hopefully get me the things which i mentioned him last week(apple ipod, laptop and a camera)...

then there is this other guy which i met on sd4me.com and he is married, over 50 and with a big income as well...but after we exchanged couple of messages and emails he already deleted his account on sd4me saying that he thinks i am the one and he doesn't have to look for an sb anymore...oookeey....that's a little too fast for my taste but ok, we'll see...he can come here to meet me for a weekend in Febryary

and here is my dilemma...which weekend for which SD and most importantly which SD will get the Valentine's day's weekend??????i of course will await gifts from all of them but which will be the one i actually spend Valentine's day with....who knows..


so i guess i'll have to catch up a lot when i come back from my trip...anyway wish me luck(i hope i won't need it though) and bye bye sugars...till the 31st January

i am back with lots of sugar

i know i haven't written anything since Christmas...the thing is that I was really busy with writing my curse paper, going to gym etc....

so there are huge changes in my sugar life....on this Thursday i met up with McSteamy and well at least i think it went great....so when he landed here he gave me a call and we agreed to meet in his hotel's lobby(have to admit i felt a little bit like a call girl or smth like that remembering the show "secret diary of a call girl" with a scene where she walks in a hotel and waits for her client in the lobby).... so the thing is that he arrived very late...proximately around 11 pm so there almost no decent restaurant open so first we went to the hotel's bar to drink smth warm because i was freezing to death...believe me you would be to if you had walked in a mini dress and high heels with a thin layer of what looked like a coat but definitely isn't doing the functions that it is supposed to....anyway he acted very chivalrous and took my hands in his and warmed them up and then he gives me this shopping bag saying that it is a late Christmas present and what do i see inside...CHANEL...my first Chanel dress yey....so then we wanted to go to the hotel's restaurant but as it was inside the hotel's casino and i being smart as always hadn't taken with me my passport, so we couldn't get in but there was an option to order from the restaurant to the room and so we did....first i was quite anxious about going to his room and so but all the time he gave me this respectful feeling that he wouldn't do anything that i wouldn't be up to....so while we were waiting for our order to arrive, he opened a bottle of red wine(for courage i had drunken 2 glasses of wine beforehand lol)and i to have say it was so easy to talk to him...i really enjoyed our conversations...he is a psychiatrist and at first i thought that he will be like all listening and letting me talk and analyzing me etc but nothing like that...i of course had ordered one of the most expensive dishes...well i love Japanese kitchen and have tried lots of dishes but never anything from the expensive ones...after we enjoyed our meal he opened a bottle of champagne and not that i was drunk but i was already in the everything's great faze....so it was somewhere around 3 am and he offered me to stay over...i was about to say no but he said that as there are two beds(the room where he stayed was so impressive and huge)we would sleep separately..no obligations...well probably because of the good amount of alcohol in my organism i agreed...he gave me his shirt as a pj and although i usually find it difficult to fall asleep or really relax while sleeping elsewhere than my own bed, to my surprise in the morning i felt really relaxed...he ordered breakfast to the room and i enjoyed it in my bed as he was playing the waiter (he played his role perfectly and it was so hilarious but great as well)...his flight home left at 7 pm so we had quite a lot of time left...so he gave me 30$ for the cab to go home to change and then come back...so i did...i wore this time jeans with a sexy white sweater and this time a thicker coat which went well together with my high heel winter boots and jeans....so we met up in the old town part...did a little sightseeing and he is such a perfect gentleman...he held me by my waste when we crossed the streets because the road was quite slippery and walking in high heels made it all quite dangerous lol...anyway we went to one of the nicest restaurants there to have lunch and there happened the funniest thing, the waiter who was really really hot(note to myself - have to go to the restaurant again but this time alone if you know where i am aiming at)and the water started to flirt with me, in front of McSteamy lol...the waiter probably thought that he was like my father or something (he is in his mid 30's and looks fit but age gap was quite easy to be seen) and then i brought up the topic of my wish list which includes an iPhone, new laptop and a camera, i am sure that next time i will definitely get the iPhone, dunno about the other things though...after lunch we went to the art gallery(turns out he is a fan of art just like i am) and after that we went back to the hotel, drank coffee and it was time for him to get going unless he wanted to miss his flight...we parted with a kiss...have to admit he is a great kisser and it all seemed so natural...then he gave me money for the taxi which turned out to be two 100$ bills...then we agreed on talking later and he said he can't wait for our next meeting....yey :)

i know i somehow described it very long in every detail but i am just so super excited....my first meeting and it went so good...

oh but i haven't told you about what awaits me one the 21st of January.....this little sugar baby is going to Bali....yes Yes YES!...it's a treat from a new potential SD which i met only in the end of the year...he is from Australia, 54 and a has a really high net worth...once i told him that the weather here is so so cold and i am tired of the snow...then he said ok then let's go to Bali...that simple...and i thought a little about it and thought oh what the hell and agreed...so ok, it takes 22 hours to go to Bali from here but as I will be sitting in the first class i think I'll survive lol... :D so i am leaving on the 21st and will be back on the 31st...he loves to surf and told me that he will get me a teacher so that i could learn it as well...well that would be great...imagine me saying someday "oh yeah i can surf...i learned it in Bali..." lol...so the extra 200$ from McSteamy will come quite handy for preparations for the trip...
there are other new potential ones but nothing worth mentioning yet...

so i hope this year has started good for all the sugar babies and there will be lots of sugar for every one of us :)

xo
Chelsea(cute rebel)

so typical Vol. 2

more and more potentials are appearing in the picture......i guess it's the holiday season desperation...anyway, there was one guy who just soo ruined my Christmas mood....the thing was everything started out well....he is a high profile attorney in Chicago....then we decided to have a video chat and god it was like talking to a totally different person, actually no, not a person but an a-hole...he acted like a complete jerk and after line - "why don't you wanna sex on the first date? i mean isn't that what all girls from your country want - find a rich american and keep him whatever it costs..." i had definitely had enough of him for a lifetime...i mean WTF.....offending all the girls from my nation is one thing, but calling me a stupid gold digging bimbo who will open her legs at any time just to get money......wow budy, biiig mistake!!!

there have been nice ones as well but i actually don't have much time because i am off to my gran's place for Xmas...

so Merry Christmas sugars....have a sweet and nice holiday time whether it's with your family, special someone or your SD...;)*

xoxo
Cute rebel*

so typical....

i guess sugar life isn't that much different from real life...like it turns out that not only in real life most men appear to be interested in you exactly when you are taken, it's the same in sugar life....the thing is i have already arranged meetings and really bonding with two potential SDs(McSteamy and the married guy, let's call him McMarried lol) but now tadaaa....2 new ones show up....with really promising budgets/allowances, with interesting personalities and options....but i really doubt i could handle 4 SDs and the university...if weren't studying and were unemployed yeah sure but now...or could i?...ugh i know...i am so greedy but what can i do....just thinking of finally being able to stand on my own feet and have a stable financial life....and goodies, let's not forget about the labels etc...mmm....no wonder there is a saying "the biggest appetite comes while eating"...:D

hm you guys probably think my blog is boring......much talking but no dates....well for my defense there are no SDs in my country or the ones next to it, so i have to look internationally....so i guess the first 2 dates which most sugar babies have in life i have via email....getting to know the other person and their expectations....i discuss it through emails and with two SDs it looks like it could work....McSteamy is coming here on the 7th of January....he plans to take a trip somewhere afterward and if everything goes well, i will be joining him........................McMarried isn't free till the end of January so about that later...

now to the newbies.....i actually was pretty much frustrated about the fact that i am free from the end of this year till the 5th of January....i mean when i scheduled everything around this date i had the thought that by now i would already have a SD with whom i most probably would spend the new year....so imagine how i have been feeling since i understood that it looks like i will have to meet new year by myself.....Buuuuuut......it might be turn out not quite like that....so one of the new ones(he is from Switzerland owns property all over Europe, deals with some kind of internet business, so let's call him McNet) mentioned that we could meet maybe on the 29th and if everything is great(chemestry etc) we could go to somewhere where it is hot and sunny and meet the new year there....not to get my hope up but YEEEY.....it would be sooo great....

as for the other new potential SD....we haven't decided on the exact date but seems like things are doing good....btw he is from Switzerland as well but thank god from a different city, he sounded like a very serious person though, that's i am going to name him McStraight....anyway we discussed the allowance topic and he offers 3000$ as a monthly allowance +gifts and as for our meetings, he wants me to "devote 4-5 days a month" for him....doesn't sound bad...actually not bad at all....i mean it actually could work out quite well because at my university we have free every first week of the month, actually it's an exam week but the exam usually is at Fridays and if you don't have any debts then the rest of the week you have free.....pretty cool huh?

so let's just assume that i could work out 4 SDs.....the weekends would 2 go to McSteamy and 2 to McMarried....McStraight would have his 4-5 days of my exam week but as for McNet...well i don't know where he could fit....but most important is that i get to meet new year at some warm place and we'll see what will be next...because it's so freaking freezing here, i even avoid going outside if it's not really necessary...lol

ok...for now i think it's all i had to tell you guys....

bye bye sugar community ;)

to go or not to go...

i know i already blogged today but i just received an intriguing email from the married guy which i had mentioned in one of my latest posts...i googled him and turns out he is the owner of a really large international advertising company....wow if that is not an interesting coincidence because i study for a Bachelor's degree in international marketing and advertisement....interesting, interesting, interesting....
anyway he wants to meet and wants to know when and where...he offers to even book me a flight to his town (1st class ofcourse) and a room at the best hotel....i think for the first meeting i better should meet at my hometown, what do you think sugars? i mean if everything goes well i can go to him any time but for now better and safer that i stay here, right?

ok, i just wanted to quickly share with you guys....

love,
cute rebel*


*i think i am going to use this nick now....kind of like it cuz it suits me perfectly...:p

"you are so unbelievably cute"....

for heaven sakes i am tired of being cute....i mean puppies, kittens - yes, they are cute...but me...ugh, it's not like i have one of those baby faces....it's more like a doll face and my porcelain white skin doesn't help as well....you might ask why i am bringing this up?....well last weekend when i went to the club three guys with whom i danced said the same thing that i am cute and others have said it previously as well, and now even my potential SD said that.....grrrr

anyway i have finally a concrete date on which i am going to meet up with McSteamy....unfortunately it's at the beginning of January....ugh so far away....anyways we agreed on meeting here in my hometown...he will be staying at the best/fanciest hotel here...mm....that says a lot - like he is what he claims to be for example....BUT he said smth that disturbs be: "I will come in the middle of the week, and stay for one night in *** hotel. Hope you will join me there...." join him?!?!? oh no buddy, if you think that i am going to "get it on" already on our first date, you are terribly wrong....so the plan is that after finding out if we even connect in real life like we do through our emails, i might join him in his room for a drink or so if everything goes well, but nothing more....a real relationship or a SD/SB relationship but sex on the first date is a NO for me...I mean look at it as you want but in my opinion if you let him have you on the first date, you sort of loose the respect and power which you would have if you wouldn't let him get you so easily...don't get it wrong...i am not into games but still...i have my principles or rules as you might call them...

as for the other potentials....hm actually there hasn't been much of an activity so i will tell more when there actually is what to tell about...:p

so for now....bye bye from the "cute rebel".....hm i think i actually might like this nick...heh