postponing

Today i realized how many times (actually every time i take up smth) i never do it right away...i always delay it and tell myself that i'll do it tomorrow, i will start with the next week or month or starting with the new year....always full of determination, but when the time comes to actually do it i just back down...i continue on with the way i always do it....and the most ridicilous thing is that every time i decide to change something in my life i actually really believe that this time i will definitely do it and fully proceed with my plan till the end...quite miserable....uhh

so...there it is, my new plan/goal/LIFE! no more backing down...no more stopping in the middle and not finishing things...no more my old me....here it is - my new determined life where i don't delay anything and always finish what i have started or have planed to start...

I have a good feeling about this time....i didn't mention it before but i have actually a really good intuition, and my intuition is somehow really possitive about this...let's hope this time i will fully succeed....actually no - no hoping, i WILL succeed!!!

xoxo a totally changed person