another option

couple days ago i met an old really good friend...she used to be the one person whom i told more about my feelings than anybody else...she has never been judgmental so i knew i could ask for her opinion about that "sugar baby" thing....

it turned out that she had been in a bad financial state as well so she chose smth similar...she now works at a web chat...she has to deliver an erotic show and chat as well with the members and she gets payed from 1,91 to 3,99 $ a minute (ofcourse 50% goes to the company she works for)...she earns somewhere between 100 and 200 $ a day...not bad...you don't have to see what the horny guy/man looks like and most importantly there is no direct interaction meaning nobody except yourself is touching you not to mention having sex...

ofcourse there I was with a new option open...not that i had a big problem with sleeping with a guy whom i didn't find attractive (have to remember to write about that one time related to this topic).....but now that i knew the place with the address, salary and everything else it seemed more real than signing up in sites where sugar babies look for their sugar daddies....

so i went there and signed up...i sat there only for two hours and earned 60 $....but honestly it was so weird....like i understand, which more or less normal guy would pay a girl 2$ a minute for talking with him and sexy dancing.....but still the weirdest thing was that i had, if i'm not wrong, 3 guys who wanted me to only stroke my feet and show them really close to the camera and they found it soooo hot...probably they had smth like a feet fetish but i had to try sooo hard not to laugh cuz i simply can't understand how stroking my feet can make a guy "come"....on the other hand why should i care cuz then i don't even have to take off my shirt...:D

but afterwards while walking to the bus station to get home and while riding the bus i had this weird cheap feeling and i think that having one millionaire paying for your company etc wouldn't give me quite a feeling like that cuz on webchat there i am like one of a million who delivers a show etc for hundreds of idiotic guys for 2 or little more $....dunno...i am considering that i have had enough with that one time....honestly i am definitely not that cheap and i am smth special that only few guys/men can afford and get...well then ok i tried it, didn't like it and that's it....

now i am back to the beginning...only that now i have made my decision....weather a high price call girl or "sugar baby"....now what's left is to think out how to start and where to look for potential clients....